Reflections on the first week coming soon, but here's what's on my mind today:
I have always been a morning person by nature. When I lived in an apartment in downtown Puddletown, I loved getting up at six to walk the mile to the gym before school, or at seven to walk around, latte in hand, in the morning drizzle and quiet before the city woke up. I liked already having accomplished stuff before most people were awake. I liked having the city to myself.
Something happened during my 2007/08 year in Fellowhship City, though: I became the kind of person who sleeps in. Maybe because it was cold. Maybe I stayed out later. Maybe because I was, at that time, sharing my mornings with another person who was anything but a morning person. Maybe because the "I need to sleep more to recover from the last four years of pushing myself" became a habit. Whatever it was, it became a struggle to get out of bed before 8, and things kind of stayed that way.
This month, the good habit to cultivate is to create a good morning.
For me, this means getting up early, meditating (even for 10 minutes),
and working on my writing. Maybe not every day, but five days out of
seven. Why do this? Because I've done it before, and I've noticed that it makes
me a happier person. Also, because I've joined Dame Eleanor's writing
group, so I need to make sure to carve out time for this.
So, maybe taking on one thing at a time is good for me. Last month, I managed to quit smoking. True, I managed to gain 7 pounds in a month, because I mostly sat on my butt watching TV (distraction!) and stuffed my face with carbs and sugar to smother the cigarette cravings. But I'm okay with that, and I've turned the corner a bit, I think. Now, I'd like to see if I could do it again. We shall see.